How I killed my girlfriend?

⚠️WARNING : This is purely fictitious, there is no reality behind this!

But I couldn’t wait to share this with you all! Love you all my viewers, thanks always ❤️👽

“For obvious reasons I’m not gonna name anyone!”

“I hope you get to read this, if I’m not blocked”

This is not the time I usually wake up at! 🧐
It’s 8 am and my eyes are wide open, staring at the ceiling blankly! 😳

Why was I so obnoxious? 🤔

Because I had killed her! 🙂

Let’s hop to 2 years ago! 😉
I was working in the college fest, I saw her for the 1st time. 🤓
She was a volunteer in the college committee.
She looked at me and smiled and me being a guy, I noticed that and started dreaming about marriage 😍
When we had a break, I went out with my friends to have a smoke 🚬 and she came to the nearby stall to have tea! ☕

Our eyes once again crossed paths, but this time she didn’t smile,
Meaning : Smoking kills! ❌
I quickly threw my cigarette and had some gums and proceded to talk to her! 🥶
But by I time I would reach her, she was gone! 😞

I felt bad, but decided to move on, as such konsa koi break up hua tha! 😎

Vapas college jakar vahi dusri ladkiyon pe line maarna, participants se flirt karna aur CLs ko topi pehena chalu! 👹

I had forgotten about her completely! 😴
(Moving on used to be so easy back then! 😤)

Fir main ek CL se baat kar raha tha, ki suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder.
I moved around
It was her! 🤩🤩🤩

I saw her so up close for the 1st time at that time!🥺
It felt like a beauty!😍
Aisa mann ho raha tha dekhta rahu aur waqt sachi ruk gaya tha! 🥰
(Actually watch bigaad gayi thi!🤭)

Then I felt some voice in my ears, it was my friend on the walkie asking me to submit the documents to her!
As it turns out she was never alone, she was always accompained by her best friend!
(Chai pine bhi dono aaye the!)
Anyways, so I gathered my senses and asked my friend kisko du?
She told me Saniya ko de! 😯
Now like a true playboy, I ask them what’s your name, rather than asking who’s Saniya 😈
And it turns out mere saath “Hum Aapke Hai Kaun” khelne wali hi Saniya nikli! 🤑
(Uski dost ka naam nai bolunga, tumlog sab fir Instagram pe dhundte ho jaake)

Fir wohi usual silsila!
Hum dono milne lage, 👫🏻
Dheere dheere baatein badhi, 🤳🏻
Fir main uske DMs mein aaya, 🙅🏻‍♂️
Fir maine usko apne dil ki baat batayi, 🙇🏻
Har ladki ke tarah usne (obviously) jawaab nahi dia, kyuki woh “Confused” thi! 💁🏻

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Jab koi bandi kahe, woh confused hai… 🥴
Samaj jao woh apni best friend ko pandit banake puchegi, “Kya main ye rishta pakka samjhu?” 🤝🏻
Hum bhi kum shaane nai hai, toh maine ab apna focus kendrit kia bestfriend pe! 🤤

And BINGO! 👊🏻
Bestfriend was convinced, I am the perfect one for her! 👻
P.S: Main chapri ya tapoori nai hu! 🤡

Ab usne 21 din latkane ke baad HAA kaha! 🤠

Aur shuru hua humara RELATIONSHIP! 💑
Dono saath mein books complete karte, ek dusre ke assignments kar dete (bolna mat ma’am ko!)
Dono ek dusre ka haath pakadke success ki orr nikal pade!
Both of us got immense success!🦹🏻‍♂️🦹🏻‍♀️
Hum dono ko juda karne bohot log aaye, kaafi dost ne peeth mein khanjar bhoka, kaafi logon ne rumors failaye and what not?
But we stood together and we stayed strong 💪🏻

Koi bhi cheez nayi ho na, toh bohot sahi se chalti hai!
Jaise jaise woh purani hoti hai na, kaafi spare parts dheele ho jaate hai! 🛠️
Yehi halat hoti hai relationships mein unless aap flexible ho (dirty minds stay away!) 😪
Humare relationship mein main bada zarur tha, lekin mature woh thi! 🙁
Humare relationship mein main ladka tha(tha coz relationship tha, zyada funny hoke mujhe roast mat karna), lekin gundi woh thi! 😱

Main hu thoda (actually zyada) emotional dhakkan!
Jaldi possessive ho jana!😰
Jaldi gussa ho jana!😠

Ye sab usually mein karta tha!
(Woh kuch kam nahi thi, aaj bhi naakhoon yaad hai uske!)

Jisse woh tut rahi thi!
Par fir bhi pagalo jaise pyaar karti thi! 😘

Ab aaya woh moment jab maine khud apne pair pe kulhadi maari 🤐
Maine usse juth bola! 🤬
Choti choti baaton mein 😬
Kayi badi baaton mein 😑
And as you know,
Juth zyada lamba tikta nahi, 🙄
So I got caught! 🙆🏻‍♂️

And that was the 1st nail in the coffin!

Fir bhi usne maaf kar dia,
Kyu? 🤷🏻‍♀️
Kyuki usse mere pyaar pe bharosa tha?
Nahi.
Usse uske pyaar pe bharosa tha!

STRIKE 2!
Maine ek ladki ko “I Love You” keh dia! 😷
Like not literally, I told her that I liked her before my girlfriend and as my fate would have it!
(Jethalal aur meri kismat mein zyada farak nahi hai!)
Uss ladki ne meri girlfriend ko bata dia!
Lag gaye! ✊🏻

Galti jab apni hoti hai na, 😩
Apne andar ka bhikari bahar aa jata hai🙏🏻
Aur hum maafi maangte hai 🥺
Kuch besharamo ko jaanta hu jo nai karte ye 💩
But I did it because I valued her and I loved her! 😢

Fir bhi usne maaf kar dia!

Maine bola sahi hai!
Maan gayi
Abhi bhi main nahi samjha, usne maaf kyu kia?

STRIKE 3!
I am usually not a drinker, 🍺
This one fine evening, I got drunk at my best friend’s party and got super drunk! 🍻
As you know a drunk man is never in control, I lost control and hooked up with a girl! 🤦🏻‍♂️
SHIT Happened!

The next day, I was all glum and silent, because I knew what shit I had stepped on! 💆🏻‍♂️
I mustered a lot of courage and with guilt in my eyes and voice, I told her!
No reaction! 😶
No expressions! 😶

I thought lag gaye!
She asked me to come with her to the tea stall 👽
Lampasted me left and right, 🤛🏻🤜🏻
Cried, 😧
Abused, 🤬
Hit me, 👊🏻
Suddenly stopped. 🙀
Took me inside the college…
She told me to wait in the canteen for 10 mins!
Came back with a smile on her face and forgave me once again! 😯
Hattrick bc!

Main gadha abhi bhi nai samjha usne maaf kyu kia? 🤧
Tumlog samjhe?
Nai samjhe toh padho aage ka!

The final nail in the coffin! 🔨
Ab tak ye sab jo hua na, isme woh maaf kyu kar rahi thi? 📯
Kyuki maine galti ki, obviously usko hurt hua! 🤷🏻‍♂️
Lekin maine confess kar dia and I vowed to never repeat it! 🙅🏻‍♂️
Lekin iss baar jo galti hui mujhse,
I never knew it would cost me HER! 🙇🏻

Things were going on smoothly,
Until one afternoon I did something which shattered her dreams and ruined everything for her! 💔
I let my possesiveness and jealousy come in way of our relationship and that was the day I killed her! 🔪

Phsychological murder is what I can call it!
It worked like a slow poison! 💉
Pehle ki meri galtiyan obviously usko tod rahi thi lekin she was there with me as she loved me and she thought I will help her in fulfilling her dream which mattered a lot to her! 🎈

She confronted me on call, 📱
Didn’t say much,
Just said, “It’s over!” and hung up!☎️
I didn’t have a slightest of clue about what was about to happen and how will my life turn upside down with 1 act of cowardness! ⚔️

Hours later, I recieve a call from her sister!
“Saniya is no more!” ⚰️

For a split second, I thought this is some trick to scare the shit out of me!
I told her OK and hung up! 👁️

Few hours later, there is a knock at my door! 🚪
I open it,
COPS! 🚓

They informed me that my girlfriend committed suicide and left a note which just had my name written on it!
And since it had my name over it, they were convinced she did this because of me!

I got jailed!
Until today I didn’t understand and hated her for doing this and ruining my life!

But today her sister came to meet me and handed over a letter to me which Saniya wrote before dying!

What she wrote in the letter and how did this suicide turn into a murder
Will be unveiled in Part 2

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