Would you like to fall in love with me?

Hey hey…oh heyy…u gotta stop..hey listen, please stay!
U started fading away and I let you go. I didn’t come after you.

It’s been a month since your death.
Today, is a high school prom night and I am so excited with an idea that I might see you here!
It’s a beautiful hall with golden lights , pretty girls and handsome boys; am enjoying ofcourse!

It’s a party rock song going on in background and suddenly it is replaced with some smooth trance and groups got split into couples while I was busy beholding this transformation and my eyes were moving around and there…
There somewhere in the crowd, I saw you standing with an attractive suit on and a bow around your neck, u were standing in a position like u were proposing me to dance with u.
I slowly started walking towards you…

Travelled the universe twice in search of you and you were almost there with me on that prom, where I almost said I missed you, I almost had a hold on you; knowing u won’t be here forever, almost kissed u out of your soul so that I could taste the nakedness of your love before u almost leave
I wanted to really say everydamnthing I have had carried till this day but we aren’t permitted time,are we ever?
I wanted to hold you close for a little more time, wanted to drown deep into your blue eyes finding hope, wanted to wait for that one moment where u would say,”I love you with all my heart and I wish to stay too!”
But again we weren’t permitted time.Where u were going to leave me anyways and I was still planning and preparing my almosts!

U slowly started fading away on this prom night, where I hoped I would see you knowing that you don’t even exist though, I had faith that on this special day your soul would come seeking me.
I almost performed all my almosts while at the same time I was begging for some more seconds, all along!

U were ready to leave me with the sweet music with couples dancing on,eye into eye, kissing, and all of that seemed chaos in the absence of u.
I begged u to stay..

The only moment I owned u, was when u even made me forget there were other people around, when you were dancing; holding me, like you were never gonna go, I still remember you singing ‘would you like to fall in love with me ? Oh,tell me girl!’ to me and I did the journey of all our moments together while u sang for me, I went back to the days you shined for me to the ones I rained for you,convincing my every tear not to roll down. By then u had stopped singing. I was still looking u in the eye though dead, you were so full of life and me, alive yet lifeless.

But in those moments I felt like I was returned my life before I could live it to the most, you were ready to leave!
I thought if I would ever meet you again and tell u it had been so difficult without you!

U finally bid me a nice goodbye expecting me, I would let you go with a smile and I swear, I had prepared myself for this smile every second, thinking of the goodbye if I meet u in this life ever since u left.
No matter how much I had mentally prepared myself, my heart wasn’t yet ready for the moment to be done. And for once, I thought if I could give up on my life too so that I can stay with you forever and ever!

-Suhan

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